1st Sept couldnt have chose a better Day to start with

I like it when a fresh month starts with any day after Tuesday.
It just psychologically made the whole month looks shorter.
Friday couldnt be a better choice among all. TGIF!
What makes tomorrow more attractive is that I'm meeting my gals (though for some serious 'business') @ a new dining place for me!
Now I only pray I would hear 2 good news tomorrow. *Pray pray*

Initial intention was to accompanied Fyn to P.S after work to book her Jay Chou's new album. (and receive a free giant poster) It all ended up with me captured by Ness' removal sales.
Got a bag @ $23 and a 3/4 blue pants @ $18.(50% & 70% off respectively.)
Honestly though I spent again, these are really good deals if you know how ex Ness' stuff is without discounts!
With the called off B.K.K's trip(which honestly was a lil' disappointment yet relieved cos' I do not have to come up with a sum within this short notice period), I was free to shop a lil again.
Excuses,I know.
Blah,blah~

I know Jason is getting a lil' impatient and worried about hitching a job after his ORD.
Especially when I am now a year or so ahead of him in the workforce.
But honestly I worry not for him cos' I know from start what he would be capable of. =)

It felt so damn long since our last date. Last week was just a meeting up for quick lunch.
Cant wait for Saturday too.

With that I shall end here with the prayers of....

1. No morning rain before reaching office
2. No evening rain after knocking off time
3. 2* good news!!!(VERY IMPORTANT)
4. Everyone be happy~

Monsoon's invading

Just how big the rain was after 6pm?We were soaked and I was practically froze outside.

I was blog-hopping when I read someone I didnt exactly have much likings for said(quote), "'You can never go far with a normal dip cert..."

Honestly people like her cant go far with a PhD also.
*shrugs*

From self judgement, I am able to tell that I've progressed alot @ work. It is the intangible skills, the art of dealing with people and talk to people from all walks of life that makes this job a challenging one.
There is definitely a notch of difference at least as compared to a year back though my sales had been wavering around the same level.

Happy,happy..
There are more things than pay to look forward to in a job. Though pay is much important but it is who you become that qualifies you for the next round.

Am working hard!!
>_<*

In another note..what a nice weather to snooze.

So what if you realised...

It came as a mental,spiritual shock to most 'kind-hearted' and green school leavers like us (then)that this society is really this ugly.

You can choose to be close to selected one or two but never all,especially your seniors.
Never be too attached to a company no matter how good you think they are. This is no longer a golden/metal rice bowl era. Being too attached will only hinder your progress.

So I was talking to my junior,also the ex-attachment gal to my company but now the trapped soul by B.O.S.S.
This theory should not be foreign for my friends.Haha.

It was quite a tiring Tuesday. My body was kinda aching. Maybe too because of my trusted souls were not at work today.

I just love Class 95 from 9pm onwards.Some of the slow,jazz oldies.So relaxing!

I realised I ain't blogging as well as I did. Not that I did a good job in the past but I thought I just blogged better.
Maybe I have the time to think and figured about some rhetorical stuff in the past.
Now I am just swarm by daily work, the on and off nuisances.It just grog our minds, the once active ones.

How boring adults are.

Slap yourself silly if you remembered once saying that cos' you are turning into one boring adult too.
Whatever happened about dreams,ambitions,doing what you like,marrying early,wonderful family.
All you talk and think about now is how boring work is, how lowly paid you are,how marraige @ optimum age is expensive and not quite possible and how dread a commitment is setting a family is to you.

Ditto?

I have one or two very optimistic friends whom are still in touch.
I like them alot cos' they are splashes of orange or yellow in my life.(happy colours)
Though sometimes their way of keeping optimistism(I know it's spelt wrongly.I have trouble spelling that word or does it even exists?) seem a lil' childish @ times and really, how sane it is to stay happy 24,7 in this world of bricks?
But sometimes when you always find yourself revolving around good friends that share the same view as you about life (who are more realists), yellow & orange are very welcoming colours.

Just keep going!
I ain't exactly happy @ what I received at the end of every month but I know I am good at my job. I know I am and I am gonna do more.(not exactly for this job but for my life)
I know I procrastinate alot and really alot. I am more of those that sit back and see come what May then to carry out plans as planned. Not exactly me or not me at all.
But okay..I'm trying. To do what I planned to do.
If I didnt do it,there's always 2007. =p

22 years old Miche.
Just keep ticking and you find yourself licking. (Lame..)

Just keep going,people.

I broke my angel's heart

And wings to be precise.
I am so clumsy. I must have 'crushed' it's wings during sleep.
Hope I can repair it tomorrow.

Today's weather pretty fine,duncha think?
Such an emo- weather.Makes you think, makes you feel.As such I was unusually happy after knocking off today. (other than the fact Monday ended.)

Thought of talking about something decent today but again there's no need.
The radio is playing such a chirpy song and really it ain't helping my mind to think hard.

Pray for a good day tomorrow for everyone else!!

Everyone,ganbate nei!

And of cos' I miss my boo~

SunDay's the best time...

Too bad it lasts too short.
Sometimes you wonder where did life goes when you realised how relaxing the time is now.
Sure you spend them in the cold office, sucking every moisture outta your skin and that makes you look haggard by Friday when you meet your friends.

There are a few things I wish to do by 2006.

Forget Australia, Hong Kong or whatever. I am thankful to step my feet into the Land of Smile/Smiles(?).
Even that is gonna cost me alot. So I figured it is either that or a new handphone.
IF I ever did both, I think I am gonna work very hard to thank the blessing star out there or..up there.

A medical checkup @ my neighbourhood clinic.
It only include Coronary risk, Diabetic Screen, Kidney Fucntion & Hepatitis check.Better than nothing.

My passport is ready but as expected, my photo is not approved. It's just a tiny weeny bit of my eyebrow that's covered!!Damn!And I think they did state down $70 !! I thought it is $50!

Go JB with Jason at least once.

When people ask,"Parlez- vous Francais?"
I would said,"Oui! Je parle tres peu le Francais." Yikes!

Eliminate all asses out there and give them a good piece of F*cking mind!
Honestly I rather not.

It's not too long till 2007.I better not outdo myself by writing down alot of impossible missions.

Sigh...

There's something missing somewhere.
A missing jigsaw that could perhaps lead me to another level.

Ciao Bella!

I just like the phrase,'Ciao Bella~'.
Played the french online game called Ciao Bella before. A lil' boring as you move on but not easy eh?Maybe you can find it online.

It had been another tiring work week but meeting two of my favourites on Friday evening makes it all worthwhile.
All thanks to Irene, Vonny & I got our wanted goods free. The other stuff we got was ...impromptu.Haha.

Shall make it a point to meet at least every fortnightly. It's just so nice to keep your social life active and Friday couldn't be a better choice.

Spend a short few but jus-lovely hours with Jason.
Initiated a pamper fine lunching @ Ngee Ann's Coffeeclub. But instead we have Mac. ;p
That's how it goes for money savers. Though much unhealthier but on the bright side, he saved alot.

Bought a few things that include a $13 Le' Range top(I just love that design!Got 2 basic tops of the same design.$13, how cheap can you get?),some stuffs from Watsons(They should really consider making me their V.I.P).

My busy boo had to go for his match. Football for Jason everyday!I just feel tired for him!Monday to Sunday, never a day for himself.

Dropped by the overheated TPY where the stupid idols are on the stage. Just what went wrong with those nut's heads?And seriously...Paul 2hill is butt ugly!I have never heard them sing and forget it anyway.

Bought a few art materials from Popular. (I love GOLD colour pen!)
I promised to really make an effort to make it a nice arty book for once. x/

Almost time for cheena drama. That what HongFu nu.
Ironically I am not interested in Shuqi's part but instead the stories going on for other characters.
I didnt even watched the bulk of the show but just a few series and I got into the story.

Maybe a more Miche entry next time...Ain't in the mood to blah.

The magic of flowers

There was a part in 'The Breakup' that goes like this...
Jennifer was having an heated arugement with Vince.
So a part of the arguement was about Jennifer sugguesting sweet,appreciative moves like bringing her flowers.
Vince retorted back saying that he thought she said flowers are a waste of money and she didnt like flowers.
Ha.That was an excuse.

Flowers are waste of money indeed but it is the momentum of receiving flowers that is precious,making gals happy.

Jason sent me another bouquet @ work today.I considered that an apology bouquet.
I seldom receive flowers from him.
The first was our first Valentine.
There is one stalk of rose...I forget what it's for but he gave it to me when we met at Newton to eat.
That is 3 fake roses. One for charity, one to please me, and one this Valentine.
And the 2nd official bigger bouquet I got was the 1000th day surprise.
And today is the 3rd bouquet.

One side note.
Never buy from Confetti.
The 1000th day bouquet, they short count of 1 rose and honestly the colour combi was horrible.
This bouquet was badly wrapped! and there are some withering leaves and 5 lilies BUDS!(and 3 roses standing out like sore thumbs.)
And the colour combi was once again horrible!!

I didn't know lily smell this bad.Like those scent from indian shop.Yurks...or it is red lily smell this bad?

Due to the unbloomed lilies and the bad wrapping, I have to put them in a vase(and attracted lots of ants!) and of cos' dump them when they withered.

That's the part when flowers are a waste of money.

Funny how I always have so many good blog ideas but when I wanna blog them down, I seem to forget everything.

=/





Btw, these are 2 different shots.

Some still hurt while some buried

I didnt think I could speak with such nonchalence when I told Fyn about a dear someone.
Seriously I still regret not what I chose to do and still doing.
I thought I was not the cruel one but perhaps the other party ended it first.

Perhaps deep inside, we have already forgiven each other;that is if forgiveness is needed.
Perhaps deep inside, we have been thinking what would be of us now if we didn't choose to "rough it out".
Perhaps deep inside, we are always praying for each other for the blessings in life.
And perhaps deep inside...We know this is the end or rather that was the end.

I am not nonchalant about it.
I am just...I mean, nothing could be done.
You move on and wipe your prescence from my world, as if you never were here and we never were there.
Maybe you care, maybe you cared.
You are just not here anymore.

So even though it still hurts for me.
You are just not here anymore and I won't need your prescence anymore.

And the most horrible thing is that this kinda 'relationship' happened twice!

I dunno how to 'thank' you guys enough.

But again, my world's not grey.
There are still many wonderful gems in my life like you are doing great with yours too.

I wish you best,honest.

I bear no bad feelings and for someone whom was dear.

Just to release some plugged feelings.

=)

If you don't know me by now

In a job, facing people could be the most difficult aspect.
Unlike figures which you can manipulate or papers which doesnt scream at you no matter what, people are infact the extremes of good and bad.
Fortunately or not, that's my job.
Deal with it and somehow I dont feel that I am not coping well. I am just tired of them sometimes.

Sometimes I thought the most irritating aspect of our relationship is that you don't and/or can't seem to know me at the needed times.
I hate it too that I can't verbalize feelings to you.

The problem is when I am in those mood of really so crazy about you, you appeared distant to me emotionally.
I believed I did drop hints to you many a times hoping you could settle my insecurities.
But night after night, I did not get a return message. Even if you are asleep by then, I do believe you have the next morning to return.
And when I am getting sick of that and shut my door, you come back to me becoming really sweet and affectionate, just as what I needed.

I mean...blame who?
Honestly I didnt blame you or am angry.
But I am just wearsome.And then you suggest all other factors that contribute to my moodiness when you already know what is the real reason.

Maybe I am too emotional needy for my own good.
Maybe I am too capable of hiding in my shell for self protection.

Sigh..I don't already care much about us meeting as easily as before cos' I had already accepted by hard that it's not gonna happen. I know perhaps in the future if we are still there together, the present time we share would be more difficult and little.

Sometimes I feel..being alone aint that bad of a thing.
The idea of 2 people being together is just another responsibility and commitment for people who wanna take things serious.
Life's short...what for?

Sleepy,not.
But why not?

If you don't know me by now
You will never never never know me

All the things that we've been through
You should understand me like I understand you
Now girl I know the difference between right and wrong
I ain't gonna do nothing to break up our happy home
Oh don't get so excited when I come home a little late at night
Cos we only act like children when we argue fuss and fight

If you don't know me by now (If you don't know me)
You will never never never know me (No you won't)
If you don't know me by now
You will never never never know me

We've all got our own funny moods
I've got mine, woman you've got yours too
Just trust in me like I trust in you
As long as we've been together it should be so easy to do
Just get yourself together or we might as well say goodbye
What good is a love affair when you can't see eye to eye, oh

If you don't know me by now (If you don't know me)
You will never never never know me (No you won't)
If you don't know me by now (You will never never never know me)
You will never never never know me (ooh)
-Simply Red

What does Art gotta do with Mia anyway?

If you have no clue, M.i.a was my nick when IRC was hot.
Infact Mia is not Mia. Mia is abbreviation for Mystifying.Inscrutable.Abstruse.
Haha. Laugh all you want. The IRC days are just bubbles for anyone. You can be who you wanna be.
But anyway Mia seems like a nice short nick though no more than common.
Seems like I like the letter 'M' alot.

I wish I am a more Artful person.
I wish I can dance, draw, speaks like poet.
I think Art is beautiful but shamely I am no where close to an Art person.
For your information, my Arts & Craft sucks and that shouldnt come as a surprise to anyone else.
I suck at wrapping even,what more can I create?

So even if I cant do something well with my hands, I wish I have one or two skills that can associate with Art.
Photography is an Art and I love photographs. Sadly most photographs I have is about me,myself and vanity. Nothing artful.
T5 is a good camera but again it is nothing useful if you are talking about professional photography.

So what about books?
Reading good books and having that kinda acquired philosophy is a charm & artful too in a way.
But I dont read much. I love going to library and bury in the midst of books for the feel,not the books.
I like reading if that first few lines of the book catch my interest. If it doesnt, I dont like it.
I tried reading beyond that few lines of disinterest and was felt revolted by the author's story. I didnt make it more than half of the book.
And that was once I almost reach the end of the book and still have no idea what the whole story is about. I didnt finished that anyway.

Music!
I only listen to selective good genres.
I cant sing that good,bad with beats and rhythms, obviously cant play a thing well. The best was recorder and trust me,I didnt enjoy blowing that salivery(*my own word) recorder anyway. Not that I was really good anyway.
And I know lesser than I should for the music I like. Not the artists, not the songs, not the countries.

Even dressing is an Art.
At least you can dress and accessorise yourself to be Artful.
And that of all involves money, something I could not afford a lump investment at one time.

Lifestyle?
Good magazines, coffee & tea, lounges & pubs and the high society.
My mum always say,"If you dont have a big head, dont wear a big hat."
Period.

Ironically I know myself that I am not a piece of Art. I just dig that lifestyle cos' it sorta symbolises freedom,happiness,relaxation and nonchalence to me.
Something I need while I slogged in a position that leads nowhere.

After trying a trench coat @ Mango last Sunday, a dream vividizes.(*my own word)
I thought I would be happy if I can wear a trench coat whenever I step outta my own apartment and go to work or out for dinner.
Too many sitcoms,I know.-_-

I am not giving that dream up..yet.
Even though I am taking things slow but I think I am gonna start doing things.
Work could be horrible(especially lately) but well, it's not that I am gonna do that forever.

My next job I know would take me flying!

I hope.

Night.

Americans' sitcoms make life seem so easy

I had such thought reserved for today's blog since watching 'The Breakup'.
Haven't been seeing acts from Jennifer Aniston for a long time. Not since 'Friends'...wait, I never even watch 'Friends'!
Anyway I felt it was your regular Americans' sitcoms. Was attracted to the show because it reflects typically Mars & Venus, a problem that maps all over the world.

I like this line especially.

"I want you to want to do the dishes!"
"Why would I want to do the dishes?!"

I guess it isn't necessary that men are the latter but it's all about whose the more self-opinionated one in the game.
Anyway in the show they broke up, not necessary a bad ending but a hard to imagine ending.
Just how many broken couples can still be so natural and kiss each other on the cheeks upon bumping on the streets?
At least not here...I thought.

Say,americans' sitcoms make life seem so easy.
Life's always revolves around the same pub down the street,the same group of never forsaking friends, gorgeous partner(s),same beautiful workplace that you can see the bright sun out the window.
Sure they are wiping out the terrorism, the unimagined hideous alleys,the violence, the racism but our local sitcoms just aint that beautiful,revolving around the same few actors & actresses and the few sick laughlines.

Sure life's just prettier at the other end cos' we are just watching and not living. We choose to see the beautiful, fun side and seriously what's wrong with that?
You are gonna tell me Selegie is nice cos' we have lots of food to choose from and I am telling you,what food?

I guess it's the opinion of lifestyle.
I never complain of my primary school canteen's food cos' life was never that bad then.

Saying it's bad, I dont mean it's literally that bad.
I guess we are just lacking a space to be ourselves or simply to enjoy.
Even during weekends, we developed the fear of the coming week instead of being able to appreciate every living moment we are blessed with.

I think that's where the trouble begins! We are under stress and we cant perform well and feel shity about the whole day and use the Monday to Thursday blues bullocks as our shield and we dont live a life!

Be it a problem of individual or not, we gotta admit we are all cooped out and only the rich manage to escape or find means to escape every now and then.
And there we are promoting how beautiful we are by showing the blondies our smiles and continue cementing on the facade that we are all friendly chumps when there are so many inconsiderate,rude assholes out there.(Be it I'm one of them anot.)

No, they wont know how stressed up we are from 5yrs to 85yrs like the blondies wont show how many lives they have taken at their end.

So why am I blabbering all these?
I was terrible at work today. Everyone tried to fake up a smile for everyone when everyone knows that everyone is so stressed and seriously kinda unhappy with everyone else.
Not to mention I have a useless b.o.s.s like any b.o.s.s.e.s are up to anything capable.
They are just rich,that's why they are there.

I was seriously demoralized today until I had a hair trim (which I dont understand why they like to mess up with my hair each time they finished their job.Cant they just leave it as how I came in and make it look decent?) and after exchaning some texts with optimist friends.(I need them!)

I had alot of funny thoughts while I was bathing.
But once I start blahing all these, those funny thoughts vanished.Not that I start blahing all those funny thoughts, I would feel better.I dunno,maybe I will but that dont make tomorrow a non-working day.So it's better to get it off my systems anyway.

Yes!
I guess I need a holiday trip real soon.
First thing,I need my new passport...please dun reject my application.You are possibly driving another 22yr to doomland.

Nightz.

Big shades,Blue skies,Tube top,Jeans,Posh & the Highway

That's how I picture life to be.
Often pictured in movies..why cant mine be?

First thing first.
I dunno how to drive and never my intention to learn.

I wanna sleep le.
=X

Reminiscing Saturday

Reminisce & Nostalgia gotta be one of those favourite words in my dictionary.
An easy Saturday with flashes of past here & there.
Doesnt works too long with my groggy brain now.
Everyone's sick & passing the viruses like it should have been. High stress @ work is a catalyst to illness and polluted air!What's happening to those ' Save The Earth'?

Guess I need to start from last Thursday.
Thursday was horrible.Way horrible!
Though I was already bushed but I still scramped my way to PS's Sembawang Music Store.
I like that uncle there. He will always ask what music am I looking for before shoving me with several albums for free listening.

He passed me 3 albums & I took another 2.
The Satin Jazz was good but again I wasnt looking for those music that everyone is already singing.
Instead I bought the Bossa (Instrumental) Jazz that I chose. Perhaps I was too tired then and when I listened to the music, I almost hyperventilate.
The first CD he passed me was a sexophone saxophone (I always have the habit of spelling Saxophone with the SEXophone. Anyway saxophoners(my language) are sexy to me)
player by the name of Igor.

Pardon me if you already know who he is cos' I have no idea at all.That album was the first that uncle gave me and the last I chose to listen. Honestly that blondie bear look alike face on the album cover doesnt entice me. A little like Daniel Beddingfield type.I imagined all saxophoners are sexier looking or just artistic, maybe like Mr G. who seem to be outta the industry suddenly.
Or maybe not if I am just ignorant of the world's happenings.

And Igor's album was another that I bought anyway.
Dunno why I did but maybe I am just way too tired.
(My favorite of the album was ironically the first tune titled after himself.-Prince Igor)

By Friday, most of us in the office are kinda sick and I felt worse by lunch time.
You know, the stuffy nose, blocked nasal passage kinda feel, stingy throat,blocked senses and the feverish feel.
Still managed to fight through it and met up with Irene & Von after work.

I hate that kinda almost sick but not there yet.
So it's either you fall sick or prevent falling sick.
The first is an expensive option though much more appealing anyhow.
But unfortunately not much a choice cos' I gotta keep with the latter. Too much work to be done.
xp

Maybe I should just go sleep now.
Afternoon nap is one luxury in life that is priceless.

It's kinda gloomy..but well..

I can't believe that one day is no better than the previous for this week.
Feel apprehensive about tomorrow but what the heck, tomorrow is Friday.

Am severly worn up.
Physically, bruised.
Mentally, still functioning but could be plagued by the gloomy week.
Spiritually, am keeping it up.

It's ok,I guess.
Just didn't expect that this week to be so horrendous but again it's August.
Last year was about the same and one thing for sure is that I am more experienced than who I was.

Enough of self motivating.

Time for bed.
The frustrating thing about such tiredness is that you dont feel that needy for your bed when it is time for sleep.

One step to the beat

Dead beat that is.
This week is horrible and it is the 3rd day only that all of us are tearing our heads out.

Thought I would be as tired as I was at work.
I really drop dead to the bed the moment I reached home. I don't even have the strength to insert my keys to the room door and flung my bag to the table. I just flopped to my bed and knocked off from the world till my dad woke me up minutes later.

That was how tired I was but oddly I feel fine now.
That goes to prove one thing. I am only physically tired by the load of work which is something I ain't complaining yet. Not after office hours.

Infact I am still thinking that I ought to have some programs and should do some hanging plans.
Better than slacking my life around.

Having said that,I still ought to sleep earlier tonight.
Am feeling the ache of 'literally slaving' during the day.

Tomorrow is Thursday and I'm afraid that this week would remain this horribly busy.

Jia you ba.
The week is to be conquered.

-Our greatest weakness lies in giving up. The most certain way to succeed is always to try just one more time.

J'apprends le francais

What a busy Tuesday.
Unlike yesterday, I feel a lil' disoriented today.Nothing went wrong but I just feel 'messy'.
Tomorrow will be a tough day.
Sigh..Jia you!!!

Sometimes busy days like these always make us think...

"I can't believe it's (only) mid-week tomorrow"

And in the midst of my work during the morning, I start to miss Jason alot.

Nightz

I thought I saw a man bought to life...

Monday had better be kept busy in order to pass fast.
I was kept busy at least for the first half of the day.
Busy but smooth. Thank God. =)

Changed the background cos' I am sick of the black hole. Besides the round dots looks kinda retro. Refreshing for a change.

Went to ACM (Asian Civilisation Museum) yesterday with Jason.
Actually not much a change since we first & last visited.
Though I wasnt really paying much attention to the history of each artifacts and reading the fine prints and the South Asia(China) side was a lil' scary( I didnt dare to face the Qi & Ba ye figurines. Not at this month.), but I still enjoyed the time spent there with Jason.

Took so many nice photos(of Jason) there!!I particularly like a few.

Walked to Liang Court next. It was only when Jason reminded me then I remembered that it was a year back when we first & last went there.The roads were blocked for those whachamacallit vehicles driving along for show.

Had ramen @ Cineleisure. Didnt felt that it was as nice as I first had it. Maybe I was already not hungry.

Knowing that we have to face the day strong and smiley then the day would be what we desired to be.
Am working hard towards that!Jia you!

Never miss a moment to pray for the strength whenever I took a breather.

Of cos' hoping that everyone whose sick now(especially the ones in my house) recovered soon.

Time for lights off.

Night.

If you are free...

Go to www.arcadetown.com and download some free trial games(valid for a hour) to play.
Some of them are pretty addictive and we usually do it when we arent heading out for lunch.
I dislike using my home pc to download cos' it's taking forever.

Although it's a hour but I think for some games, you can play more than that 1 hour limit as long as you dont quit and play it at one shot.

One such game is Carl the Caveman.

You can find it under the arcade link.

A total of 50 levels and I can only complete it at home.

It's cute but not that easy afterall. Requires a lil' of brain work which is good.

Warning:
You need ALOT of patience in playing this game. You cant quit if you wanna complete the 50 rounds without having to purchase that game. (Note: Like I said, if you wanna overuse that one hour of free trial, you gotta do it onthe expense of your energy. Do it a one shot.)
Too much haste and occasion frustrations would lead you to nowhere.

Tips:
If you find yourself stuck and couldnt figure a way out temporary, you could go to use the solution. It will automatically show you the way and you will realised it's not that tough afterall.(which will too makes you think are you stupid or stupid.)

Help:
Use you arrows keys to move.
Spacebar is to hit.(it only works on rocks not monsters.)

Smile:
Cute anime. Activate your brain. Got solution. And even if you die, you could replay at the last level you died.

Enjoy.

When you see a second entry shortly after, you might have figured that there's a change of my plan today.

I'm not exactly disappointed but just dunno what to do with such a fine weather at home, other than playing with words.

Sigh.

Maybe I will just download some games and play

About useless amatuers out there

Once more I met one finedegree holder who cant even take the stress of a day of work in bank and M.I.A the next day.
I am so gonna haunt her and gives her a damn piece of my mind. (and she is gonna pay me!)

For all that I did to get her a temp job which she needs, I end up having to find a replacement within Monday itself.
What the fuck.

Useless amatuers, be it young or old,rich or poor,degree grad or not,they seem to share the same amount of IQ and EQ which is perhaps lower than our poor deficient by default friends out there. (which makes my job very irritating also.)

I am quite piss but again pissing now doesnt save/salvage what I had to do coming next Monday. Oh 'blue old Monday.

That is a bulk of my reasons why I cant help but to depise on rich kids especially. They cant even seem to be able to hold their spoon well once they are outside home. And I blame it on their parents who make such possible for them.

If you are poor and have poor attitude, I blame you,yourself, you faggot!
If you are rich and have poor attitude, I double the blame on you and your upbringings,you rotting faggot!!

Oh well..saying all these doesnt change a thing from now.
Monday is gonna be tiring and blue.

Might as well rest well this weekend.
Going out with Fyn later^^.


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It is easy to lost sight of what you should do ahead.
So make an effort to remind yourself everyday of what you should do and could do.

Life's only once.
Live it.

All photos and no talk (A) - Nostalgia Bt. Timah

Have to tried the new Daisy mulitwheat or grain milk?
I was about to buy milk today when I saw this new product.
Priced the same and it promised 99% fat free.
What the heck,though doesnt look nice but for health and curiousity sake,why not?

It tasted just like those instant cereal(less the cereal) and I have been drinking alot of instant cereal lately. Haha.
Not that bad and it's 99% fat free.Nutting to fear.

How's Thursday like for you?
Feel like a Monday well we have Friday tomorrow.

This week has never been easier.

Tomorrow could very well be Cindy's last day with us.
It's so nice and fun to have her around at work but I guess it's time for her to move on.

When we grow older, the pain of parting becomes fainter as you know life moves on.
To embrace parting better, we do it with the hope of reuniting...one day,some day.

It's really not easy to stay upbeat when the daily mundane stuff just brush you down.

I guess it takes more than determination. The efforts to remind yourself count to.

Itchy eyes...eh.oh...

Gotta catch on my beauty sleep.
Always dreamt of funny(not haha funny) and a lil scary dreams lately.

Cant I have nicer ones for a change??

I wanna dream of ...Mickey Mouse playing a guitar tonight!!

If you read, this blog is totally irrelevant and incoherant.

Just remind yourself one thing...

Tomorrow is Orgasmic Friday!

Happy National Day!

A good day to be a pig at home!
Thought of nothingmuch and the weather looks absolutely fine to nest your body in the bed.

Not many of us these days are patriotic anymore.
We find it embarassing to be dressed either in red and white or all red/white a dare.
Yet most of us (in the office) did cos' we dont wanna to get the penalty(which in the end no one enforces anyway.)

Went Grand Copthorne's Cafe Brio for dinner last night.
I was never a fan of buffet cos' I know I would be sick faster than soaking in the rain.
But the 1 for 1 offer(exclusively UOB's members' offer) made the buffet worth while for 2 person. I did my best yesterday.

The food was fine,I guess. In Jason's point, good.
The best food that went in my mouth was the cheese cake,I guess.

Gee...
Look at the weather outside now.

I think I shall just go lazing.

Twist & Turn

Went to catch The Lake House last Sunday.
The movie proves a lil' draggy for the uncomfy stiff seats of GV.(It was GV Marina last Sunday)
A lil' predictable but it was b-e-a-utiful!

Let's face it. Keanu & Sandra are no longer young. They are less beautiful than what we remembered since Speed.
But they fit so perfectly to the camera and I couldnt think of a better partner for either of them when it comes to acting.

So there are alot of stories/movies that are based on the same concept of The Lake House.
Two star crossed lovers that spilt into two dimensions.
What's hateful is So Near Yet So Far.

2 years,in this case seem reasonable. I cant bear the cruel thought of author coming up with a time frame more than that. It's excrutiating!!

An emotional plot and rather nerve wrecking towards the end.

But overall the ending is worth the 2 hours of pain and uncomfy-ness sitting in the raw seats.

The best scene was the dancing part.
God...You could feel the shyness,the love and yet the pain from Keanu's eyes.

Plus it leaves you with the best song.(Which I regretably forgot how the tune goes by now.)

The only off point?

I wondered how did Sandra or rather Kate put up with 3 years plus of her life living with a man she doesnt loves?(and lives together....yurks!)

i'm very sure this never happened to me before

i met you and now i'm sure

this never happened before

now i see this is the way

it's supposed to be

i met you and now i see

this is the way it should be

now i see this is the way

it's supposed to be

i met you and now i see

this is the way it should be

so come to me

now we can be what we wanna be

i love you and now i see

this is the way it should be

this is the way it should be

this is the way it should be for lovers

they shouldn't go it alone

it's not so good when you're on your own

i'm very sure this never happened to me before

i met you and now i'm sure

this never happened before (this never happened before)

this never happened before (this never happened)

this never happened before (this never happened before)

-This never happened before, Paul Mcartney

A few issues to blah before I rest my tired body,all tortured by the loooonnng week.
All work and insufficient rest for the mind.Hmph.

First:
Yay!!!Mi Lu Bing won!!! They are the Fei Chang SUPERBAND!!

I never really watch that whole frenzy till the last few rounds.(As usual)
Honestly I liked them cos' they are really talented to say. Though their singing needs a lil' guidance(which is never too bad from the start) but their creativity covers everything.

Young.Cute.(Too young for my taste though but still a plus point.)And multi-talented.
Have you pay attention to how many instruments they can play at the same time??

In terms of vocal, I like J3 best.
Their Jazz version of that damn irritating chinese song - Xiao Wei was sooooooo good and it makes the song so much more pleasant to my ears.

Band like SOUL could go slam their heads and bye.Dont even know how they scrapped in in the first place.
Not handsome.
Cant sing.
There was one comment from the judges that said that their dancing can reach international level.
H-e-l-l-o???!Who are you trying to kid?
If that level can reach so called international level, contestants from 'So you think you can dance?' will be so damn insulted!

Not much comment for Lucify.I dont think they are bad but still I have no accquired taste for music.

I still think bands like Juz B should be given more exposure. I certainly dig their acappella and that malay lead can sing so well!

Anyway..so much for local talents.
Just how far and long can they go on?

Second:

How long must the war go on and how many lives must be lost?

I hereby dedicated 'Where is the love' to them.

Shame!


Third:

PDA is fine,I guess but extreme makes me wanna tie a knot on their necks and pull!!!

What's up with the long kissing in public?
One or two occasional pecks on the cheeks or even lips is fine.
But kissing for more than 5 seconds in public is an eyesore!

Dont bullshit about what open-minded and close-minded concept.

This is simply not our culture.

Do that in more conservative countries, you would have been gun shot!

Fourth:

I think I need sleep.
Yawn..



What's wrong with the world mama?
People living like aint got no mamas
I think the whole worlds addicted to the drama
Only attracted to the things that bring you trauma
Overseas yeah we tryin to stop terrorism
But we still got terrorists here livin
In the USA the big CIA the Bloodz and the Crips and the KKK
But if you only have love for your own race
Then you only leave space to discriminate
And to discriminate only generates hate
And if you hatin you're bound to get irate
Yeah madness is what you demonstrate
And that's exactly how anger works and operates
You gotta have love just to set it straight
Take control of your mind and meditate
Let your soul gravitate to the love y'all

People killing people dying
Children hurtin you hear them crying
Can you practice what you preach
Would you turn the other cheek?
Father Father Father help us
Send some guidance from above
Cause people got me got me questioning
Where is the love?

Busy Friday

Makes my time spins!Thank God it's Friday,really.
If it's just Mon-Thursday, I will be a pack of minced meat by now.

Also with the help of Cindy & Fyn,the role of 'leader' runs quite smoothly.Hee.
Couldn't deny I enjoyed the adrenaline but I know it is only because I dont have to do any sourcings. Hee..

I guess keeping that positive outlook in life helps too.
It's not easy,really.

But we know that we tried and I am still trying.=)

Spooky tales

I'm so gonna pui pui pui!!
I dunno what's up with Jason and his 'future' talks lately.
First it is something just logical talks then it become spooky tales.
I think it may be some pre-civiliasation blues and it doesnt help that we are of the same age.

Honestly I dont really care as much as he does, at least I didnt think of the details.
I see no point doing so.
Who knows what might happen ten years later?Five months later?Tomorrow?
And honestly I think he is just worrying for the needless.
Maybe he hasnt been reading (here).

I admit I did slip into the blues a few days back and such is a cycle.
Lately I did wake up,reminding myself to be thankful. Before I went to sleep,I remind myself to be upbeat for the coming day.(Though these few nights,I have weird dreams of the third kind.
-_-" Many are just fictional and I hate to wake up in the middle of the night to pee, especially near 3am or around there. )

I am picking myself up and ready to start fresh.
I am developing plans,lil plans for the near future.NOT future that I cant see yet.

I am planning for a health checkup.Maybe I will have a talk with my family doctor.First thing:Save money!

October:Trip to Thailand with mum??First thing:Save up!

Finally going for Facial?Hee...maybe next year onwards.

Alot of things cost money and self-happiness is hardly free in the city.

I dont wanna think and plan too much and/or be keep reminding of by another person cos' I love to do things myself.
I dont like to be push by a third party. (Hence I loathe it when Clara tells me what to do!Blah~)

And so why is he worrying for those things?
I am still this young and what I should worry for things maybe ten years down the road?
If you are that concern,plan things within your near future.
When you are confident and independent of your own steps, then think of another party.

I am so relieved when that slient conversation ended.

Pheww...

Romantic Jazz

Micheal Buble's 'The way you look tonight' just sets me right in the romantic look.(Though his' not my favourite cover of the song)
I just love Jazz. Most of them are just so romantic!
Imagine at a classy restaurant, in your best wear, red wines, steaks,dim light, candles, and musicians playing either violin or piano at the centre stage,everyone is in the world of their own...Sigh~I'm speechless.

Think I may embark on my first thai trip with mummy on Oct.
Although mum doesnt quite comes to the first person in mind to go to a country like Thailand(when the main priority is to shop and shop!!) but I figure it's pretty safe! I wondered could a guy like one of my brothers be rob along?

Well..that's a maybe baby but shall keep that in mind since plans are all I need in life most now.
Planning for something and working towards it. I slip in easily to laziness but shall keep that in mind and be grateful for each day...while I still care.

Living/dealing with Mich is a pain.
Don't be a Cancerian next time,no no no..not the typical one.
More minus than plus.

Thursday.
Jia you,jia you.

Thursday.
Friday.
Saturday!!!

I am not the best sister around.
I remember "ill treating" my younger brother in the past.
I remember our good and bad times from now till then.

And he turns 17 today.

Happy Birthday,P!

At least this year I got you something which I dont even have.
It is not an expensive gift but I got you a practical one.

Happy birthday~